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  • 05-02-2012
  • I was lost but i have found my way back!

    I have put aside the hopeline to deal with my own life and the trials that come with it. I am sorry for those who have been hurt or saddened by my absence, I can say that i have been inspired that my words did or do have meaning and that the things i have chosen to say may have had some impact on sombody. Even if it may only be one or one hundred, it matters only that it may possabiably have helped sombody, anybody. I cant say that i will always be here online but i will say that if your willing to let me in i am willing to do whatever i can to help or assist you in helping yourself. The single most important thing is that you NEVER give up on your felf, never quit never sourrended to that whitch is bringing you down!

    And i suck at spelling i know you dont have to remind me(:

    And another thing, i believe in honesty, it may hurt it may open your eyes to things that you may have never seen or just refuse to accept but i will be 100% honest 100% of the time.

  • 03-15-2012
  • another song

    The climb from miley syris, dont judge just listen to the song!!!

  • Whats going on?

    Did i say or do somthing wrong? I am gone for a week and the things are all diffrent. Im a little confused but im here for those who are willing to let me in!

  • 02-18-2012
  • a glimps of where im from!

    I am 28 merried, two girls 7&3, i work fulltime dooing my favorite thing which is "diesel engine, and electric power" also the same thing i do in the army which ive been in going on twelve years. while i was growing up i was left to my own defences, so basically i raised myself. i have two older first oldest is my sister, then my brother, then i also have a younger sister. i havent spoken to my parents in almost ten years. i dont want them to be of any part of my childrens lifes. Sounds harsh but they never questioned or acconolidged me in my hard teens. I was a heavy drinker, i grew/made/sold/used any type of drug you can think of. i've stolen vehicles, been to jail, been part of a gang, basicaly if you can think its bad i mostlikly did it. although i've never hurt, in any way shape or form hurt any women. i have hurt, and even hospitalized men who have, I have lots of expirence in anything i found interesting, i like to help women and i like to learn. the most important thing in my life is my two doughters, then my wife comes in a close second(: i hope that was enough. I suck at typing and my spelling is horriable, so i am not physically capeable of telling my whole story.

  • 02-08-2012
  • I just want you to know!

    Im here because i want you all to live the lives you want to live. I dont like to see people pushed arround and walked on. I want to hera your storie, i may or may not have constructive advice. The times i am avaliable are spurattic, and basicaly unpredictable. But if you want me or need me then just let me in, i do believe in total and complete honesty!!!

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Feeling Alone wrote Haha no private convo does suck
on 05-16-2012 6:36 PM

Thats awesome I hope everything works out well for you! No matter what everything will work itself out the way its supposed to I promise.. And by momentarily I meant that I have my ups and downs. We all do. But I finally found this guy who ... i dont know how to describe how happy he makes me. Its not like everybody else.. Hes different and Im happy(:

TayHaze15 wrote :)
on 05-13-2012 2:18 PM

I know sorry, been busy.. well things are great in some areas and shakey on others. but for the most part i guess all is good.... im thinking about leaving KA.. not quitting, but just not going back. or at least not for awhile.. idk, its a big decision but im pretty fed up with some of the people there and plus i have some not all that great relationships with a lot of people there right now..

Taylorrrmarieee wrote I guess
on 05-11-2012 7:03 PM

The thing is, I don't want to get out in the community. I hate people. I hate talking to people, I hate driving the car with people, everything. I don't want to have to deal with people that don't want to have to deal with me

bougienj192 wrote hii
on 05-10-2012 8:12 PM

hello bean!! how are you ?

Taylorrrmarieee wrote ):
on 05-10-2012 5:44 PM

Ok, so I'm back in school half day, but even that seems to kill me. All I want to do all day is sleep, sleep and sleep. I don't know what's wrong with me. My depression is not really that under control, but I didn't think I would be this tired. I have hypothyroidism and I'm really thinking that could be the issue, but then I went back to the doctor and they said I was fine. I used to have this little problem with an eating disorder. I thought that maybe that was the reason I was tired? I stopped becuase I was sleeping too much. I'm thinking, well since the bulimia isn't really the cause of me being so tired, I could start that again. Then part of me wants to not start again only because I don't want to get caught. I don't really know what to do about that. And I think that I'm changing. In a bad way... I'm going out and looking for trouble. SOmething's wrong.