Why me? Why now?

dogbomb — Tue, 31 Jan 2012 00:49:13 GMT

Sometimes, I just wonder. Why can't I be beautiful. Why cant I have a boyfriend? Why cant I have a nice family? Why cant I have healthy relationships with teachers, not crushes on them. Why cant I be smart? Why cant I have everything I want? Why is it, that every time I am happy, my life turns to mud? Why is it that when my friends get more happy, I get more sad? Why am I so ugly? Why dont I ever get the answers to prayers? Why cant I be loved? ~ Megan Chris

Life is like a roller coaster

dogbomb — Sat, 26 Nov 2011 18:59:42 GMT

I sometimes wonder, why me? I was abused at 7 & 12 by the same man, I have a father that is NEVER home, My mom is emotionally abusive and she yells at me a LOT because of stupid things, I am always compared to my all to perfect older siblings, I am the youngest, and I feel like the weight is all on my shoulders. This seems like to much for a 14 year old. I want to skim thru life like nothing. Why cant I be someone else? Why cant I just leave the situation I am in. I have heard the expression "The Lord wont give you more than you can handle." But this seems like a little to much for a girl my age. I take everything agressively. To add the list I have 3 types of OCD, Dislexia, ADD and Anger Issues. I am so messed up, I am not even sure I will ever make it to 20 years old. :( Life really sucks. If you wanna talk to me about one of these things and see if you can help me, just let me know, because I need someone to walk with me thru this. ~ Megan Chris

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